Emotional Rollercoaster: Reminiscing The Memories

My heart shattered the moment you walked outta that room,
I used to think I made you swoon,
But you told me we were just a fluke,

I thought as my sun,
Your brightness blinded me wholesome,
Thought being with you will be fun,
But what I never knew that a new beginning for me was being spun,
You dazzled me with your smile;
And destroyed me with your tears,
You made me forget all my fears.
I was in tethers,
But you picked up my pieces and made me realise that I wanted you forever,
But just before my happy ending,
Reality came crashing.
Throughout i had you with me, 
And then I realised what a selfish being,
I had been.
You  lifted me,
but I ignored all your noble deeds,
And now I am enlightened; what a bastard I had been!