Saturday 24 May 2014

A Self-Belief

Baby I am fighting for your heart,
I'll snatch it front of your eyes,
I'll destroy all those walls,
That you think are like Fort Knox,
Baby doll, hold onto your heart if you may,
But you will realise that you never had any chance.

Emotional Rollercoaster: Origins

It just feels like yesterday,
On perfection; my eyes were laid,
I remember forgetting that days date and the current place,
Everything except you was in a blurry haze,
Your eyes- Mesmerizing,
That mouth- Tantalizing,
And that smile; seeing that smile Aphrodite herself will start crying,
We were inseparable after that encounter,
But Karma is a horrifying monster,
I know it was love,
but mutual respect was needed for it to be enough,
I only kept you as my prize and that was never what you deserved!

Emotional Rollercoaster : The Aftermath

The memories of our history ,
Come haunting me without any relief,
What we used to be.
And I am not gonna lie,
Being with you was never walk in the park,
But I still won't trade those moments of my life.
Because all of this was my fault,
I deserve all those taunts,
Suddenly I start understanding all those sappy romantic songs,
This is all so sickening,
I think my whole life is a mockery,
How do I explain this feeling?
It's like, the world is painted black and white,
All the colour vanished after your flight.

Emotional Rollercoaster: Reminiscing The Memories

My heart shattered the moment you walked outta that room,
I used to think I made you swoon,
But you told me we were just a fluke,
I thought as my sun,
Your brightness blinded me wholesome,
Thought being with you will be fun,
But what I never knew that a new beginning for me was being spun,
You dazzled me with your smile;
And destroyed me with your tears,
You made me forget all my fears.
I was in tethers,
But you picked up my pieces and made me realise that I wanted you forever,
But just before my happy ending,
Reality came crashing.
Throughout i had you with me, 
And then I realised what a selfish being,
I had been.
You  lifted me,
but I ignored all your noble deeds,
And now I am enlightened; what a bastard I had been! 

Thursday 12 December 2013

Stuck in the Dawn

       Hold me tighter
Make me forget all the pain inside of
My Heart 
You are all I
Have left, until I die 
You were the escape out of my void
I just look fine;
But my soul is crushed
How am I gonna SURVIVE?
When that was my last lifeline!